PTSD and Autism Parents

June 22, 2019 time: 1344


Another blogger wrote this article
https://wwfpictures.blogspot.com/2019/06/traumatic-stress-and-mothering-child.html?m=1&fbclid=IwAR2d0Ui2vnjFBXVl-LDpAbWTI1okYZAPyC51mU7gH3xvzwFgFZdvaWXbpFY

     Sydney has been doing well and Doc Baltz took him off Respidol and put him on Abilify. His quick anger returned for a few days and then evened out, he showed me last night that his breast tissue had gone down and lifted his T-shirt while I palpated around them. He says they are no linger sore.
     As always he is still obsessed with Freddy glove making, making fake hatchet knives, and other grizzly things. But he is happy in his world, and I'm happy for him in that reguard but wish he had friends. We were suppose to go blueberry picking but the heat index is 105 both yesterday and today. Too hot for man or beast.
   
     I went for neurology check-up a few days ago, I had Vit D levels checked (scale is 30-100) and it seems I am at a 36, on the low side and I suppose that I will get another Rx for that. I had another Xray and I asked for a copy on disc, it clearly shows that there is absolutely NO fusion in C5-6 allograft. It was hard to tell on C6-7 as it was obstructed, but I will await the result just the same. I stay in pain and as I vented my frustration to Michael, Dr Lee's NP he returned back into the room with a self-charting mental test. Seems that I rated a 30 on the test, 31 is sever depression. He said I needed to relax and find a way to vent my frustrations. I lost it because I was so pissed off at my sister for not telling me in person that my mother was in the hospital. I wiped my hands of her and now I feel saddened but better.
     I will venture out on my own to go pick berries shortly and head off to Memphis later tonight. Torture on me to drive anymore. Edema is horrendous as well as bending the neck. I'm caught in a situation. SSDI lawyer will be contacted this week coming, I cannot continue like this.