Sunday June 17,2018 time: 1650
Sydney is all upset today and wants to lash out at Jim (James Clegg). He feels like a "bastard" as he puts it. He's left without a father and what he has done by "deserting" me is affecting him beyond what he can handle. I told him that he (Jim) was still his father and he loves him (though I'm not even so sure of that at this point by his actions) but that he may not like him right now. No different that I love him but am upset with him when he doesn't keep his room clean or leaving the toilet seat up. YES!, I'm one of those women. I suggested to him that he go in and take a nice hot bath and to take my bath pillow and relax. He agreed and he is there now.
While waiting for my bone growth simulator necklace to finish up its 4 hour session I made tuna noodle casserole for dinner that was delicious. I have done nothing else today other than sleep and do 1 load of laundry, I am just that tired and in pain today. Though I have to go out tonight to pay bills I will make housework of today keep till tomorrow. I still can't believe that I missed my Friday physical therapy session, the days all run together anymore. I knew that today was Sunday, I knew that Father's Day was Sunday, but I didn't realize that TODAY was Father's Day. I just can't concentrate. I did some more research and from me doing the Spurling's Test on myself I think that I have cervical facet problems that still is crushing my nerve root. I am anticipating the appointment with Dr Li on July 2nd to get her input, it's also Cassey's birthday but not like I will remember that either.
