Friday June 15, 2018 time
Sydney definitely has anxiety separation issues and if I am sleeping soundly he will come in and place covers over me which instantly wakes me and follows it by a peck on my cheek. Can't get too upset over him waking me so I just always say, "I love you". It's when I fall back asleep and re-enters the room saying,"I think you need to get up". In my brain I'm screaming FOR WHAT?, but usually say,"Wake me in an hour", even though he can't tell time he knows that the timer on the stove has an hour setting and will push it for my extra hour. But today I said that I was working and came home to fry some bacon, do dishes, sweep the floor, feed dogs and let them out, so I need to sleep a little longer. He agreed and left the room, but by all this going on I just lay in bed fully awake. Life is so unfair when you have a good comfortable pillow under your head.
Yesterday I saw Dr Lee, she was not being deployed but going back home to Oahu, her mother is getting older and she also DIDN'T say in a round about way that this was not her favorite place to be. She said that she already has a job and the commute is 5 minutes away on the northwest side of the island from her off the beach. We got to all the refill stuff that I needed, she asked me if I had applied for Medicare yet, gee, apparently my doctors think that I retire now. I told her that I applied for Social Security and it has been three months and haven't heard anything yet. She is also referring me to a dermatologist to remove my witches growth on my jaw. She said she didn't wan't to mess it up since it was on my face, I just told her to shoot some Ladicane in it, punch it, then throw a stitch or steri-strip on it. But she said it looks like it might bleed and it might be basal cell carcinoma, I told her it would bleed because it has it's own blood supply now. *sigh*another doctor. I wished her luck, but I'm sure going to miss her.